There's a lot that I wished I could tell in my own words, but I can't talk through it because it hurts badly, I'm gonna write an English review.

Suicide is a subject that I run away from.
it contains a lot of emotional feelings; sadness, anger, rage, even disappointment. 

Meg had depression. She also had a friend or two. she had a whole complete good family, she had a best friend.

One of the points of this story was that Meg didn't choose to not tell Cody (aka best friend) that she was depressed. I think she had no choice. Because it doesn't matter who that person is to you, you will never understand how people would act and behave. 
So Meg decides to keep it quiet.

On the other hand, we had Cody. 
I cried for Cody in the dept of my heart and I wished I just could hug her.
She was a real worrier, she fight for her life and for Meg's life and for finding out the truth.
and I could see tath she couldn't believe that Meg was gone. Because sometimes reality hits you too late. 

But I'm actually mad at Meg's parents because they saw it coming, they knew that one day this day might come and it was hard to realize they just didn't care.

and here I say something that matters much; please notice small changes.